Good Bye Trial-child tumblr
After all the harassments, threats, abuse, slander, stalking, I am fucking fed up with this tumblr.
I am done with people tearing me down, pushing me over the edge, calling me names, stalking me (you know who you are, checking up on my blog every day and anonymously messaging me abuse and trying to sabotage my life with the information you read on my blog), having people from my old high school attempt and destroy every ounce of hope I have left, trying to find out my personal life and use it against me, and I’m done with coming home to see messages full of complete hate and abuse.
I’m fucking done with how the one place I used to express myself is now making me feel unsafe in my life. I came here to vent and recover from my traumas but the people who’ve sent me nothing but hate and threats towards my traumas have made recovering almost impossible. I cannot fathom anymore the stalking I receive from families, ex friends’ friends, and other people who live in cities in my state trying to find ways to indirectly harm me or my loved ones.
I’m creating a new tumblr void of any personal information. If you wish to follow it, message me. If I have never seen your name before I will automatically ignore you. I have people stalking me and making my life, and the other’s around me life’s, unsafe. I must know you, have spoken to you before on tumblr to give you my new name.
To all the people who gave me nothing but love and support, thank you, and if you wish to follow my new blog, I will give it to you.
Thank you all for a memorable experience.
+Can you make it...20% more feline?: Challenging Rape (TW)
Why the fuck would someone lie about being raped
Most of the time we would do anything to be lying to ourselves because to actually confront the truth that someone violated…
There are too many fedoras in this post
I think I’m gonna throw up
Anonymous asked: This is a different anon. Sure you can use sex and drugs to escape, but in reality it's completely futile. Find something you love, a passion, or something that makes you smile and that you enjoy doing, something healthy, and stick with it. It would occupy your mind and time, and it'd be a better alternative than sex and drugs. Doing those things won't make your problems or depression any better, you must find a different way to handle your depression, stay strong lovely.
Thanks anon :) And yeah, its just hard to do things I use to love because of my depression. I lack the motivation because of this disorder so it’s hard to do anything :(
<3
+Anonymous asked: it's cute how you think you have depression and no friends yet you apparently are stable enough to have sex constantly and do drugs.
I don’t, “THINK”, I have depression. I’ve been diagnosed by 4 or 5 professionals with major depression for the past few years, and a few professionals are believers I’ve suffered with childhood depression also.
And having sex and doing drugs? You don’t have to be stable to do those. Actually, most unstable people engage in these activities as a way to escape their unstable emotions.
God, you’re a fucking idiot.
+Anonymous asked: why are you still here
Because I have seven blogs on this main account, and I don’t know which blog is getting messages :D
Why are you?
+Anonymous asked: Attention seekers commonly exploit the suffering of others to gain attention for themselves. Or they may exploit their own suffering, or alleged suffering. In extreme forms, such as in Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy, the attention-seeker will deliberately cause suffering to others as a means of gaining attention. THATS YOU
Not really, actually :) Thanks for your concern though, I’ll be praying that one day God/The Universe grants you the courage to become less judgmental, and instead of pointing out flaws of people-you find the beauty in them. It must be so frustrating to live in a world where you need to label everything, I know a lot of people like that… It’s a constant competition with your ego, security… The more you focus on people’s labels, and judge others-the less you feel you, yourself can be judged.
I hope one day you find the strength to overcome this cancerous choice<3
+I fucking hate all of you who sent me nothing but harassment and who tried to push me over the edge because you felt I deserved to suffer well fuck you I hope you feel happy because you got what you fucking wanted
fuck all of you who hurt me
leave me the fuck alone and stop stalking me on tumblr
new blog, ask for it if you want it
so sick and tired of all this abuse I get on here all because I came out about what haunts me every fucking day
you people are sick
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TRIAL CHILD: GOOD-BYE TUMBLR
After all the harassments, threats, abuse, slander, stalking, I am fucking fed up with this tumblr.
I am done with people tearing me down, pushing me over the edge, calling me names, stalking me (you know who you are, checking up on my blog every day and anonymously messaging me abuse and…
Knew you was weak~
Was only a mattah of time before you joined that whack… what was their name again? Fairy boy or something, LOL I don’t even remember tbh…
Lol omg that was so funny though. Hope I find another person as cracked as them.
Ttly went off track here, what was I saying again? Could reread my post but I don’t feel like it. =33
Stopping my blog doesn’t make me weak. Choosing to receive abuse from people like you every day anonymously and directly is unhealthy. I’m making a healthy choice to not let the negative things in my life.
Anonymously sending people abuse makes you strong, is that what it is? Sending people hate, going after rape victim/mentally ill survivors blogs and harassing people, do you even know how pathetic you are?
You’re a grown man who spends his day trying to make people break down and push them over the ledge. Do you fucking know how weak you are? Instead of being strong and confronting your insecurities, you act out and destroy other’s.
I don’t even know what to say to people like you who are at a point where you are so socially inept that you cannot understand modern concepts
I give up
+GOOD-BYE TUMBLR
After all the harassments, threats, abuse, slander, stalking, I am fucking fed up with this tumblr.
I am done with people tearing me down, pushing me over the edge, calling me names, stalking me (you know who you are, checking up on my blog every day and anonymously messaging me abuse and trying to sabotage my life with the information you read on my blog), having people from my old high school attempt and destroy every ounce of hope I have left, trying to find out my personal life and use it against me, and I’m done with coming home to see messages full of complete hate and abuse.
I’m fucking done with how the one place I used to express myself is now making me feel unsafe in my life. I came here to vent and recover from my traumas but the people who’ve sent me nothing but hate and threats towards my traumas have made recovering almost impossible. I cannot fathom anymore the stalking I receive from families, ex friends’ friends, and other people who live in cities in my state trying to find ways to indirectly harm me or my loved ones.
I’m creating a new tumblr void of any personal information. If you wish to follow it, message me. If I have never seen your name before I will automatically ignore you. I have people stalking me and making my life, and the other’s around me life’s, unsafe. I must know you, have spoken to you before on tumblr to give you my new name.
To all the people who gave me nothing but love and support, thank you, and if you wish to follow my new blog, I will give it to you.
Thank you all for a memorable experience.
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